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To: Girl From: Girl
03:27
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You got me craving you
I thought I liked you as a friend
Girl, you have got me confused
Got me wishing that this would just end
And we're so close, but I want to be closer
I can't fight it, it's a battle I can't win
Be my Aphrodite I'll admire from afar
I know I can't have it but I just need it
But my cravings might tear us apart
You'll never like me the way I like you
But I'll keep on hoping that maybe someday
We could start something new
I used to know you so well
Now you seem so far from me
I can feel the distance everyday
And I know you'll never see
Me looking at you in a way I shouldn't ought to
I can't help it if these feelings are too strong for me
Be my Aphrodite I'll admire from afar
I know I can't have it but I just need it
But my cravings might tear us apart
You'll never like me the way I like you
But I'll keep on hoping that maybe someday
We could start something new
Your cupid's arrow has pierced me through and through
The pain is too much it hurts to think of you
Maybe if nature had made me differently you'd maybe consider me
But for now I guess friends is all we can be
Be my Aphrodite I'll admire from afar
I know I can't have it but I just need it
But my cravings might tear us apart
You'll never like me the way I like you
But I'll keep on hoping that maybe someday
We could start something new
Be my Aphrodite I'll admire from afar
I know I can't have it but I just need it
But my cravings might tear us apart
You'll never like me the way I like you
But I'll keep on hoping that maybe someday
We could start something new
credits
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Mr Desperate Lover
04:24
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I've been waiting for over 18 years now
And no one has come and chosen me yet
It's kinda my fault cause I don't really talk much
And an active social life was never my forte
And trust me I've tried in the past
But it's pretty hard to make long distance work
Still I shouldn't worry, my whole life is before me
And relationships are not needed to survive
But sometimes I find myself
Thinking in the dark
Wanting love so bad that's why
This damn name just keeps haunting me
Mr Desperate Lover, the hint's in the name
Love is so hard to come by these days
What I wouldn't give to not have to worry
About if I could be something to someone one day
Pining's now a specialty, crushes hurt more
Haven't ever had one that's liked me before
Everything I do just seems to be futile
Can't seem to flirt well or have someone look my way
But what's the use of trying when there's so much more to do
Deadlines and tests if I fail them I'm screwed
Still it would be easier to have someone to count on
Someone to live for and make it all worthwhile
My life should have some other meaning
But I cannot find it
Why this dependance one
Someone else to tell me it's all worth it?
Mr Desperate Lover, the hint's in the name
Love is so hard to come by these days
What I wouldn't give to not have to worry
About if I could be something to someone one day
Have I set my standards too high, or am I just not good enough?
Still I know it's just a matter of waiting for the right person to come
How much longer can it take though before isolation starts to kick in?
I've done my time I'm tired of sitting here while paranoia takes over me
Mr Desperate Lover, how I hate the name
No matter what I do it all stays the same
Do I deserve love. or is this my fault?
Is it better if I'm left alone?
Mr Desperate Lover, the hint's in the name
Love is so hard to come by these days
What I wouldn't give to not have to worry
About if I could be something to someone one day
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another year goes by and i’m still
wondering if I did enough this time
all the memories come flooding in both good and bad
and as I weigh them up I wonder what I had
and I remember you and what we had and how it’s gone
even if it wasn’t to be
and as I sit here this new year’s night tears down my
face with all the things I wish I said
I just hope that you’ll forgive me
and maybe this year we’ll talk again
but for now I’m sorry
we both rushed in too soon I think it’s safe to
say that we’re both guilty of that
but the pain in my chest still tells me that I miss you
even if it’s just as a friend
just give me a sign if you care or if you hate me
either way would be fine with me
and as I sit here this new year’s night tears down my
face with all the things I wish I said
I just hope that you’ll forgive me
and maybe this year we’ll talk again
I see that you’ve moved on
and trust me I’m happy for you
I don’t wanna cause you guilt
I just wanted to say hi again
and I know this isn’t long but there isn’t much to say here
apart from I regret how I ended it
and as I sit here this new year’s night tears down my
face with all the things I wish I said
I just hope that you’ll forgive me
and maybe this year we’ll talk again
but for now I’m sorry x4
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4. |
Language Barriers
02:42
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You're looking at me, but I can't hear a thing from what comes out
The words are all there but they go over my head
No matter how hard I hold on
You speak my language but for all my head knows you could be speaking in tongues
Translations are lost yet I try to move across
This boundary I shouldn't have to face
What did you say again?
I didn't catch it
And we both know it's too late
Everything you say is foreign to me
The messages are there but they don't make sense
You show me the answers but I'm too blind to see
Your language is a barrier that I can't breach
I know you're angry, I can tell that much from the look on your face
Your frustration is valid and painfully candid
I don't think I can ever speak again
What do you want from me?
It's like a code that I don't have the key to decipher
I know you find this hard but I find it harder
So maybe try to see my side
Was sollen wir machen?
No tiene sentido
タスケテ クダサイ
Everything you say is foreign to me
The messages are there but they don't make sense
You show me the answers but I'm too blind to see
Your language is a barrier that I can't breach
And no matter how hard I try to reach you
It never seems to be enough
Everyone else finds it so easy
It shouldn't have to be so tough
And I know this hurts as much for you
To have this problem in our way
I just needs some patience so I can get better
Then maybe we can get through this
Cause
Everything you say is foreign to me
The messages are there but they don't make sense
You show me the answers but I'm too blind to see
Your language is a barrier that I can't breach
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I've been meaning to tell you this for quite some time now
I hope you appreciate this song I wrote
I've been working up the courage to tell you how I feel
And now it's time for me to say...I hate your guts
I wan't you to know you're the only one I hate
With my mind my soul and body and I hope that this isn't too late
I hate almost everything about you
It's a wonder I haven't killed you and sent you to Hell's bloody gates
Did you really think that this was a love song?
It even says in the title; it's the exact opposite
This is a song from me to you
To tell you how I hate almost everything that you do
I tell you now with my ukulele and my pen
This ain't a love song and never talk to me again
How do you even make me feel this way
Let me count the ways and trust me I've a lot to say
I hate the way you talk and the way you boast
And how you think you're better than pretty much everyone else
Although I admire your confidence
The act is getting old and I can hardly take it anymore
This is a song from me to you
To tell you how I hate almost everything that you do
I tell you now with my ukulele and my pen
This ain't a love song and never talk to me again
Go ahead and tell me how I'm wrong
I know how much you love the sound of your own voice
But trust there's a lot of people on my side
And it's very likely that you're wrong yourself
Come on and fight me I've prepare for this
I'll make you remember the day that you kissed my fist
This is a song from me to you
To tell you how I hate almost everything that you do
I tell you now with my ukulele and my pen
This ain't a love song and never talk to me again
And I hope that you feel the way I do
Otherwise I'll probably look quite rude
I've kept this bottled up for quite a while now
And it took a while to write this....(actually it only took about 10 minutes)
2 3 4!
This is a song from me to you
To tell you how I hate almost everything that you do
I tell you now with my ukulele and my pen
This ain't a love song and never talk to me again
I know this song seems harsh but it comes from the heart
It's my true feelings that I'm conveying now
You should be flattered that I wrote this for you
This is a song for you to tell you I hate you!
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6. |
Life Ain't So Bad
02:14
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had a pretty shit day today
woke up late, didn't feel ok
tried to get work done and failed again
had a violin lesson, fucked it up
more feeling that i'm not enough
just another average stressful day
then i went online
was blessed with a wonderful sight
it was a pug and suddenly i felt everything might be alright
after feeling so bummed out, this single picture was all i needed
to make me feel slightly ok again
my mental health's at an all time low
but i can ignore it for one second
cause dogs exist and Life Ain't So Bad
fall behind on everything
fight the urge to shout and scream
keep saying you're fine when you're not
survive another family reunion
don't show you're a disappointment
more anxiety-ridden routines
went online again
saw another face that gave me such joy
it was George Salazar as Michael in Be More Chill
after feeling so bummed out, this single picture was all i needed
to make me feel slightly ok again
my mental health's at an all time low
but i can ignore it for one second
cause this guy exists and Life Ain't So Bad
but of course material things cannot always help me with my struggles
sometimes you need a few more helping hands
so when the going gets too rough
i always have friends to cheer me up
they're the real reason i keep going everyday
so when i feel i can't go on
these lovely people are all i need
to make me feel completely ok again
although my mental health could be better
they're always there to get me through it
so cause friends exist, Life Ain't So Bad
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Beck Price London, UK
im trying my mcfreakin best
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